Just A Couple Thoughts That I had

I am so…irritated. The results of my sociology test and other things have made me feel so dumb. Honestly, earlier today I started to wonder if I was one of the dumbest people here! I am struggling in sociology, I feel like an ignorant idiot in Poli Sci, and after today I am sure that my symposium group thinks that I can’t even formulate a coherent sentence. I can’t seem to spell anything right when I IM people and I’ve realized that I don’t excel at anything. No, really, I don’t. All during work I sat there trying to think of at least one thing I was really good at. I thought of every category under the sun but I couldn’t think of anything that fit me. I have so many interests, therefore, I can do a little bit of everything, but what I want is the one thing I can be proud of. I want that one thing where I can tell people, “stand back, this is my expertise and it’s my territory.” I am sure everyone probably thinks this same thing every once and again, but I am just annoyed that I don’t have a “thing”. Even if you were to point out something I can tell you that it’s not something that I am terribly passionate about. I remember softball used to be my thing. I was good at it. I could’ve been a great sketch artist, but I never kept up with it enough to be really good. Well, I can kick all your asses in Mario Kart, I won’t lie about that. Sure, there’s a lot of things I can do, but, I don’t know, it’s just not enough.

So, anyway, I was looking at my horoscope and I thought this was really cool, especially after thinking about what I just told you! It’s absolutely exact in reference to me! (It’s really long, lol, you don’t have to read it!) I thought the escapist part was written for me. Every time someone talks to me, I always have to say “what” because I was busy in my own imagination. That’s how I pass the time, by retreating into a world that’s all my own!

Pisceans possess a gentle, patient, malleable nature. They have many generous qualities and are friendly, good natured, kind and compassionate, sensitive to the feelings of those around them, and respond with the utmost sympathy and tact to any suffering they encounter. They are deservedly popular with all kinds of people, partly because their easygoing, affectionate, submissive natures offer no threat or challenge to stronger and more exuberant characters. They accept the people around them and the circumstances in which they find themselves rather than trying to adapt them to suit themselves, and they patiently wait for problems to sort themselves out rather than take the initiative in solving them. They are more readily concerned with the problems of others than with their own.

Their natures tend to be too otherworldly for the practical purposes of living in this world as it is. They sometimes exist emotionally rather than rationally, instinctively more than intellectually (depending on how they are aspected). They long to be recognized as greatly creative. They also dislike disciple and confinement. The nine-to-five life is not for them. Any rebellion they make against convention is personal, however, as they often times do not have the energy or motivation to battle against the Establishment.

Pisceans tend to withdraw into a dream world where their qualities can bring mental satisfaction and sometimes, fame and financial reward for they are extremely gifted artistically. They are also versatile and intuitive, have quick understanding, observe and listen well, and are receptive to new ideas and atmospheres. All these factors can combine to produce remarkable creativity in literature, music and art. They may count among their gifts mediumistic qualities which can give them a feeling that their best work comes from outside themselves, "Whispered beyond the misted curtains, screening this world from that." Even when they cannot express themselves creatively they have a greater than average instinct for, and love of, beauty in art and nature, a catlike appreciation of luxury and pleasure, and a yearning for new sensations and travel to remote, exotic places.

They are never egotistical in their personal relationships and give more than they ask from their friends. Most Pisceans would want a relationship in which the partner's mind and spirit rather than the body resonated with their own. Unfortunately they can be easily misled by a lover who courts them delicately and in marriage makes them unhappy by a coarser sexuality than they expected. They are nevertheless intensely loyal and home-loving and will remain faithful.

In their employment they are better working either by themselves or in subordinate positions. Their talents are individual in a commercial business or similar undertaking. They would be afraid to manage more than a small department, worrying always that they would fail in a crisis. They can make fair secretaries and bookkeepers. *Well I really don’t want to be a secretary or bookkeeper..lol*

Their sympathy equips them for work in charities catering for the needy, as nurses looking after the sick and as veterinary surgeons caring for animals. As librarians or astronomers they can satisfy their mental wanderlust, and their fondness for "faraway places with strange-sounding names" may turn them into sailors or travelers. Many architects and lawyers are Pisceans, and when the creative abilities are combined with gifts of imitation and the ability to enter into the feelings of others, Pisceans find their fulfillment on the stage. Their psychic and spiritual qualities can lead them into careers in the church or as mediums and mystics. They may find an outlet for their creativity as caterers, and are said to make good detectives because they can imagine themselves in the place of criminals and understand how their minds would work. In technical occupations they are well employed in dealing with anesthetics, fluids, gases and plastics. Because of their lively versatility and inability to concentrate overmuch on any one project, Pisceans often simultaneously follow more than one occupation.

Solitude to dream in

Mystery in all its guises

Anything discarded to stay discarded

The ridiculous

like to get 'lost'

the obvious

being criticized

feeling all at sea about something

know-it-alls

pedantry

Your starstone is the precious Moonstone. They are not brilliant stones, in fact, all of the specimens, from the peach and grays to the gem-quality blue and rainbow-colored pieces, are soft and translucent. The physical appearance of a stone often suggests its spiritual qualities, and moonstone's most important attribute is the ability to assist us in calming and soothing the emotions. When one has achieved a state of emotional calmness, this stone may be used to open a path to an intuitive understanding of spirituality.

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